Thursday, May 6, 2010

Frustrated

Yep...that's me. I'm forever stuck here..in this house. i know I should try harder to get out but it is so very hard with B. I am so envious of people with 'typical' 4 yr olds who can get up and go. No tube feedings to mix up in case they're gone longer than 3 hrs. No Ativan or Dystat to take along in case he has some big seizure while we're out. Not to mention where in the hell do you actually administer a rectal med out in public?!?! I know Ricky doesn't miss going out with Mama but I would really like to be able to take Lex out to the park or something. I think maybe it's time to find a dr to look into some antidepressants.
Duty calls......

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